I know. It's been a while. I don't have any decent excuses I'm afraid. Shall we just say life and leave it at that? Ok a little expansion. Life has been interesting. I finished Uni and the sense of relief was overshadowed by one of fear as various other things decided now was the time for their voices to be heard. At which point I had to do some very hard and grown-up things. Never really my forte but there we are. The result of these grown-up things left me feeling tired and low. It was also not a fun thing to blog about. Unfortunately it was the only thing in my life which meant that blogging took a back seat. As a person who finds it hard to discuss the more frightening contents of my head, no really, I didn't mind losing various methods of communication. I didn't have to talk to anyone. Now I'm past the crap, I'm feeling more communicative. I'm also thinking about this blog and what I want it to be. The direction I'd like to go in. This all feels a little like navel gazing. Recently I've been trying to develope some good habits. Now may be the time to take them further and really make some changes. I'll let you know.